Hate that i love you.

Addict, and love it.

Hate That I Love You by Rihanna ft. Ne-yo.

[Rihanna:]

As much as I love you

As much as I need you

And I cant stand you

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]

You wont let me

You upset me girl

And then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)

Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]

But I hate...

You know exactly what to do

So that I cant stay mad at you

For too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]

But I hate...

You know exactly how to touch

So that I dont want to fuss..

and fight no more

Said I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]

And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)

I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)

And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)

But I just cant let you go

And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]

You completely know the power that you have

The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]

Said its not fair

How you take advantage of the fact

That I..will be under reason why

And it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]

And I hate how much I love you girl

I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just cant let you go

But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]

One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me

And your kiss wont make me weak

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]

Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]

As much i love you (as much as I need you)

As much as I need you (oooh..)

As much I love you (oh..)

As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]

And I hate that i love you soooo

And I hate how much i love you boy

I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)

And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

`adios.

I need sleeeeeep.

What a hectic week this has been!
And it's only halfway through!

And i've still got plenty more on my list-to-do :

• Drama rehearsals
• National Day Dinner Drama Performance.
• Geog common test
• Math common test
• Consultations with tutors
• Suck up butts. Hahha(inside joke). I mean start sucking up to my tutors already. Leech man, leech to promote! Hahha.

Sunday. First time in my life, i can't wait for a Sunday. Reason being i've got drama rehearsal on Saturday morning for the upcoming National Day Dinner drama performance at Admiralty CC on the 5th of August, 2007. Ahh, I hope all goes well for this event! =)

Oh and yea before i forget, tune in to the new drama series on Suria, Rahsia Perkahwinan. Reason being check out Fauzi Laili driving my sister's baby blue car. Our car is on tv! Hahha.

Okay, okay. I'm shagged. I need my sleep now. Tata.

`adios.

I feel..

Crushed, like a waste paper.
Dumbstrucked, like a fool.
Hapless, like a jinx.
And, confused like a little kid.

Ahhh. Why does it have to be like that?
It's the pits of the pits of the pits. Braindead plus blanked out? What was i thinking.

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Do you know the feeling when at a point of time you really really wanted someone to say something that you really really wanted to hear, and that instead of hearing whatever you really wished for, its the total opposite?

It sucks isn't it? Well yea, it does.

Ahhh. Fuck it and screw it man.

Sigh.

It really hit me hard on the head when i realise something today. Procrastination kills you. It literally kills you. If you were to start doing something you're supposed to, and you console yourself by saying that there's plenty of time left and why worry? Oh boy, you're in deep shit.

It's really amusing how certain people react when they see their result. If it's good, they will have that big big grin on their face that says, "Thankgod", or for the egoistical ones they'll be saying, "Damn, i'm good". If it's bad, most would console themselves saying that 'they are not alone' and that 'must do better next time'.

This is where the problem lies. After recovering from the shocking results, they'll forget about what they're suppose to do and instead start procrastinating about it. And when the next test comes, it'll just the same as the last. And then, the vicious cycle starts over again.

Shits like this happens to me.
I don't know why. I don't know why. I don't know why.

It's indeed a sucky feeling. And i need to change it.

Arghhhhhhh.


So.. i guess this blog will be in a hiatus for now? Cause i really need to get my priorities straight and do some actual stuff without procrastinating, like now. When i should be practising my Gp essays or Econs essays or do tys or whatever, instead of blogging. Sigh.

Alright. I'll be back.

Adios.

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What can a smile do?
Cheer someone up when they already felt shittey after a long shittey day right?

So yeah, can i have some smiles please?

Shagged.

One word to really describe my summer test result. Shittey. Yea, shittey.
It's soo terrible that i have nothing much to say. All i have to do now is buck up, get myself in order and mug. Sigh.

On a lighter note, pilot test for pw today was a success! We managed to get everything up on display and thank god quite a number of people came to view our mini exhibition in the Libraria. I was overwhelmed that Innovians were actually aware and was on time to view our pilot test during lunch. But, we were 5 minutes late in setting up the whole thing. One of my members said that some students who were already in the Libraria, was actually asking where our mini exhibition is. And we were worried for nothing cause afterall, we got a great response. And you know what's even better? My group was the first pw group to conduct a pilot test. Such an honour right. Hahha.

Truth to be told, the preparation for our pilot test was a killer. Three days full to do all that crap. We barely got any sleep lah. We barely did any assignments. So yea, now all my members including me, looked like pandas. Hahha. =/

Now that the surveys, pre-test and post-test are all done, all we have to do next is the tabulation of surveys and to start work on the more major stuff, Written Report and OP. Yessa! Hahha.

Anyhoos, my first drama session in IJ yesterday was fun although i barely knew most of them. But it wasn't soo bad lah cause yesterday session was also the first one they had with the drama instructor. So, okay lah. Looking forward to the next session i guess.

Alright. I'm shagged. Dealing with killer cramps and more workloads. So yea, i guess that'll be all for today.


`adios.

Sentosa 070707

What can i say?
I LOVE YOU GUYS LAHHH! Hahha. =))

Next up, ECP okay? This time we picnic. Hahha.
Okay. More snapshots will be uploaded soon when i've gotten them all.


`adios.

Cat massage.

It's really kinda funny when you see your cat sleeping on the osim chair. I guess the cat's indirectly telling us that she wants a massage too. Fat chance cat. Hahha.

Sometimes i wonder whether my cat is really a cat, or a human being that can shapeshifts itself into a cat. Hahha. What the heck. I guess i'm too excited for tomorrow eh?

Reunion tomorrow at Sentosa. After a hellish week, i shall take the day off tomorrow to enjoy myself. Darker skin or not, shall bring a big big bottle of sunblock. Ahhh, can't wait for tomorrow! =)



`adios.