querida: November 2007

Double.

Happy 17th Birthday to Razia Banu and Sabrina Wong!

Well Raz. What an unexpected surprise eh? Finally you didn't say "I knew you guys were planning this!". HAHA. We really hope you loved the eat-once-in-a-lifetime Golden Pillow(soo cool right) and our damn good video lah. Hahha. Next time you miss us, just watch it okay! Heee=D. Okay babe, all has been said on our message. So go knock yourself out on your birthday! Love ya truckloads!

And Sabrina, i hope you loved what we got for you okay! Hahha. And yes, i hope you have an awesome 17th birthday babe. Hokay. See you and the rest soon alright? =))

One headlight.

I love this song.
And and, Jakob Dylan is love. =))

One Headlight - The Wallflowers

So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees

I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place

Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

(chorus)

Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think her death it must be killin' me

(chorus)

To those who are concerned, don't worry people.
I'm still alive and kicking. =))

It's just another setback.

Maybe it's a bad thing?
Or maybe it's a good thing?
Whatever it is, i'm optimistic about it.

For the past few days i've been trying to cope well with the harsh cold reality. I've been reflective on what i've done and what the future might hold. I'm clueless right now and i have no straight responses cause seriously all i've been saying lately is "Dunno, dunno, dunnnnooooo!". That reflects the state i am in right now.

Well as you can see, i'm going through a rough period right now. I'm sure you're aware what it is by now. So what i want to say is many thanks to those who have given me the continuos moral support and hugs that i really needed especially during this period of time. I truly much appreciate it guys.

Alright, now. As cliche as this might sound, i will temporarily be MIA for awhile or the other cliched word 'Hiatus'. I know i've been saying this plenty of times when it's setbacks after another. But i reaaaaaallly hope this time round better be true. I'll return maybe once Britney Spears is sober? HAHA.

So it'll be no more distractions. No more idles.

I will prove to that bastard.
I will.

`adios <3