Emotion.

I still feel as if i were thrown deep into the abyss of confusion. I can't seem to sort out my emotions, let alone able to express it verbally with the appropriate words. Pain, discontent, unfullfillment, regret. That is currently the exact mixture in my mind.

Where is myself?

Paranoid android.

I'm overwhelmed by the tons of work that needs to be done. Assignments, revisions, readings, memorising. It's really testing my patience. Plus, the mixed feelings i've been harboring lately is not helping either. Paranoia, stress, agitation, lethargy. Mostly paranoia.

Ahhh. I want a vacation. Sigh.

Oh and yes, i absolutely have to talk about this particular incident when i watch 'Wanted' with the Zazas. Apparently while on the way back to our seat after getting our drinks, i had accidently step on someones laptop. Yes, you got that right. Well, at first i thought i stepped on some thick file. How would i know that the thing i stepped on was a laptop?

Come on, you tell me. Which idiot would put her own laptop in front of her feet while sitting stupidly at the aisle seat, in a super dark cinema where nobody can see what the hell is on the floor? Okay, lemme give her the benefit of the doubt. Even if she was such an idiot to put it there, when you see that people are trying to walk past you to their seats, isn't it logical to carry your laptop first and then let the people get back to their seats? Cause hey, we have no super light vision to see if there's something on the floor and avoid what we're about to step on you know.

And so, unfortunately when i walk past them i heard a distinct cracking sound under my sole. I went to my seat and told one of the Zazas about it. Then that's when i saw the lady try open her laptop to see if its damaged or not. And well, here's our brief exchange.

Man: "Excuse me, do you know that you've just stepped on my girlfriend's laptop?"
Me: (obviously clueless about it, well trying to be anyway. hahha, bitch i know)
"Is it? I don't know. I know i stepped on something but it's soo dark i didn't see anything."

Hahhaha. Well hey, it wasn't my fault her girlfriend's dumb enough to put her laptop on the floor, where people can actually step on it. And eventually, the laptop worked fine. If both were to come to me for compensation or shits, i'll flip. Literally.

Alright then, gotta get back to my unceasing workload. =)