`adios.

Ok. Brace yourself.
As hard as it is for me to do this, it's for my own good.

Alright then to my dear readers, i have made a painful decision to stop blogging for awhile. Yesh, you got that right. As much as i love blogging, i really have to put a stop to my constant addiction of coming online to blog or surf or whatever. Needless to say, at this point of time, i have to really use my time wisely for revisions and such.

Exactly 31 days away from my Prelims, and 80 days away from the major O Level papers. Yesh, i counted the days correctly and i'm sure that those taking their Os this year too are quite shock by the figures.

I shall make a point to blog only when there's special events or trips with my lovely girlfriends. Otherwise, i'll not.

I do not have the heart to delete this precious blog of mine since it holds too much memories. I can't bear to do that.

I gave my mother the liberty to hit me hard on the head if she ever saw me sitting in front of the computer screen. The only exceptions is on wednesdays and thursdays since i have to download my Bleach and Naruto. Hey, i didn't say i totally forbid myself from using the net right? I'm just practising self-control.

Self-control. Self-disiplin. Whatever la eh.
This sacrifice better get my butts to JC. Just when people starts to read and my blog starts to get a little interesting, i just have to take a break from blogging. Sigh.

Ok then. Alrighty.
To whoever that reads my blog, do continue to check once in awhile cause you may never know when i'll update. To fellow blogmates, if you want me to relink you just tag me here and i'll do the necessary changes. And oh yeah people, do continue to tag eh?


Ok. Tata my good friend. =)
And hopefully not for the last time,
`adios.

Red and bloated.

As i stepped on the school ground, i looked to my left, right, up and down. All red, red, red!
Everyone was wearing red top since the school is celebrating National Day. Well, i didn't really like the idea of wearing a red tee with the school skirt, so instead i wore the school No. 1 tee.
Anyway, watched the parade. Interesting i should say. With the SYF dancers dancing like nobodys' business, the cool BB drill and others as well. Not bad. Our last national day parade in secondary school.

While watching the parade, the five of us really looked as though we were picnicking in the middle of the field.
Heee.

After the parade ended, we proceeded to the hall for the annual National Day concert. I absolutely enjoyed the last segment of the show where the teachers sang national day songs. Few of the teachers could really sing well. We were in a state of shock when we heard Ms Kum sang. We didn't know she could sing so well! One of the Zazas said that Ms Kum was like an idol on stage. Hahha.

Anyway, there were a few teachers who couldn't sing at all. One in particular actually. But no, i shall not name who. If you watched the concert, i'm sure you'll know who. Heee. =)

The highlight for today wasn't the celebration at all. Following that, is what i call highlight of the day. As promised, the Ziezies went Seoul Garden to fullfill all our cravings!
We had minor setbacks along our journey but eventually we reached our destination. From Jurong Point to Causeway Point, and having to wait forty-five minutes for a table of four. Go figure. Haha!

Ok, ok. Time for the lovely snapshots of us cooking and eating and be merry! HOHO.

The four of us are really satisfied with the glorious food! By the time we finished eating, all of us felt bloated like a bunch of pregnant ladies, even thought we do not know how that feels like. But we assume so. HAHAHA.

After that, one of the Zazas went for a haircut at Pro Trim, while the three of us went to find stuffs to do. Ok, i assume you get what i mean by 'find stuffs to do' eh? Cause if you don't, let the snapshots below speak for themselves. Heehe.

Hahha! We LOVE to goof around!

Alright, alright. That's all the snapshots we took. I shall end this post with a lovely snapshot of the four of us, courtesy of me. Heee.
I'm shagged out here, so tata!

`adios

Can't take it anymore?

You see, i tried to help my seat partner with his work. When he doesn't understand, i explained to him thoroughly until he finally gets the hang of it. And when i'm finally done helping him, i'll be as lost as him, as the lesson continues on.

Well, i do admit that sometimes his constant questions is really annoying me. And for the fact that he tends to slack around, lie his head on the table, or space out in the middle as if there's nothing in the world to care about, it's kind of demoralising to sit beside him.
No, no. I'm not doing a personal attack on anyone. My partner is a good guy. It's just that laziness he carries around with him that i abhor.

I agree that classmates should help one another. But if i can't help myself first, then how am i suppose to help others? It's not as if i'm a genius in that subject. No, i'm not. I'm kind of struggling here if you hadn't noticed. I hadn't been able to do well in any of the papers yet.
And i'm terribly sorry, but i think my partner is kind of pulling me down.

And worse, there's barely three months left to our Os. I'm already stressed out. I'm trying to keep it under control. I broke down in front of the girlfriends again today. I can't take it anymore. Aside from the stress, there's still pressure from whoever or wherever.
I don't know why all our subject teachers seemed to think that my classmates and i are not feeling the stress or pressure. But i know for sure that most of them are all freaking out. It's just that we don't show it.

So if my partner is doing well or coping or lost or whatever, it's not my responsibility. He should do something about it right? Get a tutor or look for teachers after school. Or even better still, settle him next to one of the subject geniuses in class. Cause at this point of time, i don't think i'm able to help anyone but myself.

So, i'm selfish now?
I can't be bothered anymore. I'll leave it to you.


PS: I don't know what i'll do without you girls. Thanks for the concern and love ya loads. =)

`adios.